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Hardly haf time to blog nowadays..Balik keje jer dah letih,lagipun nak catch up lagi dengan report and dissertation.Sapey suruh buat last minute? Nak antar baru kalut2 nak buat.Jadi kejadian seperti tak cukup tido ke pejabat selalu terjadi dalam beberapa hari ni.Bila dah ngantuk muka pun mcm xde mood.Akak kat office tue pun perasan,”Eh,akak tengok ko 2,3 awi ni mcm sakit jer”..Aku sengih je la “Mana de,ngee”..Dalam aku xde mood tue jugak ahh,keje2 yang agak sengal dan memerlukan ketekunan di kasik kat aku,seperti membetulkan drawing yang salah secara free hand,yang didatangkan khas dalam bentuk berpuluh2 drawing.Memang 2,3 hari ni aku keje betulkan benda yang sama jer.Balik jer trus tido..Ader satu arkitek kat firm aku ni pun asik buat careless mistakes je dalam drawing dia,pas2 da malas nak print balik,aku la jadik mangsa buat correction kat drawing dia.huuu…

Esok amik cuti,cus im going to perak to anta my report.Yerp,holiday for tomorrow.Erm,d last post de pasal how my ex and i decided not to jumper and stuff,tomorrow im going to perak with her.I decided to past this one and buat selamba jer esok and hoping that we wont end up fighting.I ll try to be as nice as i can be,since im driving,saya akan berdiam sebanyak mungkin.Maybe its not the best solution but its better before we start to gadow.Hope everything goes fine thou.Im goin to perak only for one day jer,petang dah nak balik kl balik.

Erm, i really do miss my fren back in Penang so muchh.. miss all the crazy stuff we do..bila teringat balik masa highschool,everything is fun and its all about being happy jer,no commitment (obviously lar kan?) kaler de pun,baca skit,buat exercise skit,ok dah aa..Tambah2 kalau yang duduk hostel, all the rules that we break,fly,ponteng sini ponteng sana,buat warden jadik ati kering.. Best.Ade sampai satu tahap warden xtau nak kata pe dah,kalau ikut my ketua warden dulu dia kata “Kalau manusia tegur 3 kali bley nampak perubahan,kalau tegur lebey dari tue  tak berubah2 lagi tue bukan manusia dah”.hahahaha..faham2 jer la.But my ketua warden dulu tegur very psychotic punya tegur.Pernah skali tu dah lama dah waktu prep tapi selamba je buat bodo lepak2 lagi kat bilik,datang lar my ketua warden yang saiko tu,x marah x apa,trus je kata ” Kamu 4 orang kalau xdapat 8A PMR, jangan harap bley duduk hostel dah” pastu trus blah.Waktu tue nak PMR,dah la 4-4 ekor tak nak apply mana2, malas nak pikir tukar2 skolah.Ape lagi,truss ahh glabah.Ngee..blaja bsunggoh2,sbb nak duduk hostel punya pasal.And finally faham2 sendiri ahh,the 4 of us berjaya gak duduk sana smpi form5 ..Kalo ingat2 balik,mmg ahh dia takkan buang sebab xdapat 8A kan,but the way dia tegur kitaorg yang buat kitaorg semangat amik challenge dia 2..Er,bley masuk skolah balik x? ngeee

Sick

“….but its better of dat way.. d less i spent time wif u.. d lesser i’ll remember how easily u just fake everythin 2 me.. thank u so much xmuffet.. for lying every single happiness 2 me.. thank u for fucking up my life n just left me.. thank u for of dat lies n smile n hatred n dat fake smile.. coz its makin me more matur n stronger..”

Copied that from our blog dulu.She wrote it today.Sad? kind of..Cus i never fake it when i tell u tat i love u dulu, and im not tryin 2 play u…Goshh..

Soalan CEpumas?

Apa yang anda kan jawab kale tiba2 org tanya..

‘KO da de bf ke?’ and then tak sempat korang jawab dia dah kata ‘Aku tau ,ko dua alam  kan? kan?’ and the person who ask u 2 ,u only know her for less than a month.haaa..ngee

Aku mcm terkejut gaks dia tanya strait forward sangat,cus kale tgk dari my appearance mmg la aku muka yg bukan bercinta dgn lelaki.haa..tapi kena ke tanya mcm 2? hahaha..Pas tu aku tanya what makes u think that im a girl who loves girls? ngee..obviously la dia comment pasal my appearance and all.Tapi aku dengan selamba jawab ‘No lar’.hahaha..dia percaya ke x percaya itu belakang kira,but im not gonna open it up to her cus im only gona b ther for 4 months,jd aku kene la clearkan nama aku se-clear2-nya within that time.yerp!..Agaknya sebab 2 hari overtime sampai pagi yang buat dia weng and tanya soalan2 yang mencabar minda.2 hari x blog sebab so tired of work and stuff,balik pun pagi.hari ni bley goyang kaki kat office sebab drawing and presentation smua dah settle smalam..ngee.erks,tapi report prac satu ape x bwat lagi..

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To neglect people purposely is not a simple thing to do.TO say i dont love u to a super nice-caring-loving-loyal girl is not easy.But to love a super nice-caring-loving-loyal girl without the feeling of love is the hardest part.I thought i can pick up the feelings along the way,but im wrong.im dead wrong.Love doesnt come that easy,it cant be force eventhou uve tried hard and eventhou uve been treated like king from her.ive made a truly stupid mistakes and now all i can see from her is tears..

+im sorry munchkin+

Fooled

Hari 2 jalan2 cari cd senget ,ternampak satu cd ni cover tersangatla nampak senget,so does the synopsis,cume berbunga2 skit la.Tajok cd The Quiet.Rupanya xde satu scene pun scene senget.i was fooled.Bkn citer senget pun.ceh,penat je aku tahan malu dkt abg cashier dgn sorang mamat ni sbb mmg org x senget pun pandang 2 kali kalo tgk cover cd tue,pe lagi,tersengih2 la mamat 2 ekor 2.

Pengajaran pada kali ini,

Dont Jugde Cd By Its Cover..ngee 

 ke aku sorg je nampk cover dia mcm pelik?

huuuu..

 

 

 

 

Exhausted

Tired.the computer dkt office tue sgt lembab,a simple thing that can finish fast pun jadi lambat bcos of that.Actually i miss studyin,pergh baru sebolan kerje dah complain2 nak blaja balik.its true actually,patut la org cakap kalo waktu blaja tue cherish btul2 cus its the most enjoyable time of your life.true2 saya sokong.lepas practikal ni saya akan blaja smpi mati.takmo keje..harharhar..sapew nk tanggung aku sampai tua ni..

Dkt office i sit between two married woman and what they talk  everyday is about their children and husband.erks..takkan aku nak kata ye saya kene balik cepat awi ni suami saya tunggu dkt rumah..hurmm..thats sound weird.Plus the women who sit beside me is like so moody and her mulut is like bley tahan jugak.the firm that i work for ni agak cikai utk amik workers so smua drawings kene la pulun buat oleh beberapa kerat pekerja saje termasukla aku yang xtau ape ni.But de satu advantage la kalau keje dkt firm kecik,smua kita dapat blaja x kira la hands on ke ape ke,but u ll learn more..but u need to struggle mor kale di kalangan anda yang baru dan bengap seperti saya dipaksa buat kerja yang tak pernah di buat seumur hidup and they want want it fast,ape perasaan anda?

i) rasa nak terjun dari tingkat 2 office tersebut

ii) rasa nak bakar ofice tersebut di waktu malam sambil memastikan smua drawings2   penting berada di dalamnya

iii) rasa nak cekik draftmen yang mberi kerja yang ntah pe2 2

iv) atau mintak je tuka pangkat dari trainee ke pemilik firm tersebut,boley?

Hurm,tapi kalo xde keje lagi susah,seksa jugak menunggu waktu balik,lambat rasanya..baek minta keje dari melangut xtau buat pe.heee..keje..keje..keje….Esok mesti kene stay kat office sampai pagi,de 2 dateline 2morow!  sabar ye

 tido.tido.tido

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Why DO i blog?

Actually iv’e been bloggin 4 awhile gaks but that is when im still with my partner last year.we share the same blog and stuff.But now that im no mor wit her and that our blog is taken by her,she changed the id and the password of the blog, so i created a blog that r mine.THe reason of she doing that is she said that she dont want me to delete all the memories and stuff that we wrote because i would have done that in the first place.

So, tats the reason im here.A new blog for a new life.Thats a clear mukadimah i supposed.

Ive been reading other people blog since i dunno when and been reading it since then.But i dun like leave comments or wat so ever cus i jus prefer reading it.Since im living a special kind of life its impossible to share it with people that dun really understand wat and why i choose this kind of life.So,writing it in a blog wont hurt.Wink.

Hmmm.where to start..yes im senget and when does this happened?..when im in highschool,i never really have feelings for boys and since im in an all girls school really proved me right that my sexual peferences is more towards girls than boys.So,since that a lot of things had happened that i will tell it later in my other post.Why do i choosed this kind of life? Its a question that i cant really answer but all i know that its a life that i feel happy bein in it althou im aware of all the sins i put myself into,i just cant help it.ngee

Its nice to start blogging back.But the not nice thing is that the office that im having practical does not give internet connection to all of their workers.kalo nak surf ade satu com je tue pun utk working purposed je,so,im bein the good practical student xde la chance nak update my blog masa kerje.ngee

Time to teedor kalo x esk jadi walking zombie.ngee