Wink!

^_^

    Tadi dinner bersama budak usyuk, slalu jumpe wiken je sebab rumah kitaorg macam agak jauh,actually xde la jauh sangat but kale nak lepak afta kuar keje tambah lagi dgn jam,mmg budak usyuk slalu marah kalau aku kata aku nak datang..katanya jauh,nnt awak penat ^_^…Tapi smalam dia macam agak xstabil,tau lar kale nak datang2 bolan 2..hee..Jadi alang2 xde OT ari ney,pas keje je trus pecut,sampi dalam pkl 7..

Budak usyuk kata dia teringin nak makan aiskrim yogi2 kat jj 2,so,kitaorg pegi la jj hee,kebetulan ader sale and bdk usyuk baru je dapat gaji..ngee,ape lagi…bershopping la dia..hehe..pas2 kitaorg makan kat foodcourt,sembang punya sembang,lupe x makan yogi2 lagi..hahaha..pegi la tempat aiskrim tue,tapi sedehnya aiskrim 2 dah tutop..muncung bdk usyuk dah panjang..hehe..Nasib baik de Mcd berdekatan,belikan Mcflurry untuk si busuk..tersenyum la balik budak 2..

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    Something happened to us after we watched the water sky peformance at Tasik Titiwangsa last Sunday,the show was ok,cume agak slow..but still salute sama the organizers for all the effort they took to make Tahun Melawat Malaysia 2007 ni berjaya.. We were havin a great time,tapi ade plak kejadian yang buat aku bengang sepanjang malam itu,Itu aku citer nanti,sebabnya aku dah ngantuk..hihihi..Selamat Malam!

Phobia? Mawi?

 

    Apakah perkaitan entry aku kali ini dengan mawi dan phobia?Hehehe..Macam ni,weekend ari tue aku potong rambut dengan budak usyuk,dah rasa serabai sgt rambut, tapi aku de satu phobia potong memotong rambut ney,aku mmg phobia la kalau nak pegi tempat gunting rambut yang aku xpernah pegi..Sebabnya dah dua kali aku terkena dengan amoi2 yang berlainan tempat lain aku kata lain yang jadik,kalau de bau2 bacang dengan apa yang aku kata xper,nie laen sgt..

    Jadik kalau nak kira dalam idop aku kedai gunting rambut yang aku slalu pegi de 2 jer..satu kat penang sbb aku duduk penang,satu kat perak sbb aku blaja kat perak..mmg kedai tue je la yang aku pegi pun,jadik bila aku praktikal kat Kl ni aku jadik phobia mana aku nak potong rambut ni,de skalik pegi,terkena gak,abis aku terpaksa bergelumang dengan rambut sebegitu.. Jadik aku pun pegi la survey tmpt gunting rambut dengan usyuk,target dah kena kat satu tempat tue,sbb aku tgk xbyk yang pegi kedai tue,sbb dia mcm dalam skit,org xnampak,aku dah lama ushar,so,awi sabtu tu aku mberanikan diri menghadapi phobia aku and naseb baek it turns out ok! hee..aku akan menapak je kat kedai tue sampai bila2 punya la macam kedai2 yang lain..hehehe..itu citer phobia.

    Al kisah si mawi plaks,aku pegi la keje macam biasa hari ni dengan haircut baru aku,adess aku rasa xde la pendek sangat pun..tapi tiba2 mat despatch ofis aku tegor “Fiona,potong rambut eh? Alang2 ko dah potong macam tue,baek ko potong trus macam aku” Rambut dia tau tak macam saper,macam cik di atas tue,cit,ader ke patot dia suruh aku potong macam mawi..ampess, haa mamat ni memamg suka suki je panggey aku Fiona sebab dia kata nama tue lembut skit..pehhh

Sekian,Terima Kasih

First Lady

First Lady
Missing You Ooh baby I’m missing you.

Things will never be the same without you

What did i do to deserve this,I didn’t even get a one last kiss… from you.
Oh baby God took your love from me,he needed an angel.. so it seems.
I need to feel you hands all over me,I need to feel you kissing me
I need to feel you holding me,I need to feel your touch… and i miss your love so much.
And i can’t keep on living this way,I need you here with me.
Why did he took you away from me.

It’s all for me,to tell you i love you,and I’m standing over your grave.
And i know i’ll never hear your voice again. Why did you leave me?
Why couldn’t you just stay.. Because my world is nothing without you.
Now i don’t know what to do.. With myself.

I would have given you anything,just to make you happy.
Just to hear you say that you love me one last time.
I’d go to hell and back over and over again..
Just to prove to you how much i need you here
There is nothing that i wouldn’t do.

I’d cry for you,i’d lie for you. And there’s no doubt that if i could take your place in heaven. I would die for you.
If i would,i would rather give up my life then to see tears in your eyes.
I can’t stand to see you cry.

Cause it’s hard for me to tell you i love you, as I’m standing over your grave,
And i know i’ll never hear you voice again. Why did you leave me?
Why couldn’t you just stay.. Because my world is nothing without you.
Now i don’t know what to do.. With myself.

I just don’t know what to do with myself,I can’t stand looking at those pictures on the shelf.
Knowing it was just one week ago you stood there and took that picture.
There’s just one thing that i want to know. Why did God wanna hurt me so bad?
Does he know how much it hurts to be missing you?

Baby I’m missing you
Baby I’m missing you
I love you.

Ooh, God damn it,I love you. Why did he take you away… from me?
Cause i love you so, i miss you so much baby. I just can’t go on baby.
Ooooh.

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Budak usyuk saya sang to me this song on the phone just now, =) we talked bout our past just now.Actually me and my munchkin pernah apart 4 like 4 months,cus we always misunderstood each other that time,masa tue pun macam banyak benda2 lain yang buat kitaorg jadik cepat jump to conclusion,x fikir panjang, but we ve learnt from the past and we re ok now =)..

She said she haf a surprise for me and started to sing this song, it is about how she felt when i left her..she always wanted to sing to me this song masa 4 bulan tue..aku agak speechless cus i know what ive done to her masa tue x btul.. I like it when she sings cus she got this sweet voice and she can sing well..i like it when she sing Leaving On A JetPlane..so serene.=) She can write songs and poem well too, kalau dia kasik poem ke pe ke,termengah2 aku nak reply balik,hehe,gua agak xpandai berpoem2..ngee O_o

Er..tumpang tanya..

What is the best way to control ur anger masa tengah marah ea?..

All about her

 

 

Today post is all about budak usyuk saya, ^_^ ..Where,how and when did i met her..I met her like 2 years yang lepas,actually masa tuh nak sangat amik animation,so apply di MMU,dapat tapi ditolak secara halus dek mak aku,harhar,xde la dia kata tak agree aku nak amik course tuh,katanya xserious..masa tuh aku apply course yang aku blaja skrg ni pun macam maen2 je,bukan nak amik pun,so interbiu pun macan nak sketch xnak sketch je,..jadik aku masuk lambat 2 minggu dek kerana itu..huu..adess,taw la kalo masuk lambat,masing2 dah dpt geng,aku jadik terkontang kanting sorang2,dah la amik course pun terpaksa,2-3 minggu tuh its like a hard time 4 me lar 2 adjust..itu aku citer laen masa..

Berbalik pada citer budak usyuk saya,i remember the first time we met masa class pe ntah, she was the one yang tegur aku, sembang2 and all , then i remember her asking me for my number, at that time dalam fikiran aku ” Cantiknya rambut anda ni” Haaa..tapi xde la aku cakap sama dia,kang x pasal2 aku dicop getik.harhar.. Tapi budak usyuk saya ney budak baek,unlike me,aku agak nakal so,bila kenal2 xde la mcm rapat trus..Dalam studio pun kitaorg duduk agak jauh,so,sem first tuh macam xrapat sgt..

Masok sem 2 tuh mcm jadik rapat skit,sbb mcm slalu buat group discussion dgn dia, we are close but still de this distance yang buat kitaorg beza,like i said dia budak baek,d type yg class mmg slalu pegi,smua assignment mesti buat punya lah.. And masa tu xde sape pun taw aku senget,eventhou ader satu peng dalam studio aku, aku mcm malas nak kecoh2,tapi ader arr 2,3 member aku yang notice,tapi aku buat bodo je.. Dan cik busyuk saya ney xnampak pun de ciri2 kesengetan masa 2..jadik masa tue xde la kuar issue suke menyuke ni..=)

Masa masok sem 3 yang kitaorg jadik bestfriend, YM tiap2 malam kalo balik rumah atau masa cuti sem, menda yang buat aku jadik rapat dengan dia is sebab shes like open,jadik pe2 pun aku bley masuk la kalo citer dgn dia,tapi masa tue aku xbuka lagi citer2 senget aku,cover2 lagi..tapi de satu malam 2 we chatted bout everything,pasal benda2 ney, tapi aku ingat dia de kata something like this la ” I know like u mcm senget but i dun wan to make any assumption la ” .Ala2 macam 2 lar,start dari situ kitaorg mcm rapat,and slowly when the feelings comes,masing2 dah tau lar kan,itu la citer macam mana aku start kenal budak busyuk aku 2. =)

Nway,ini weekend me and munchkin spent the whole 2 days together,since my sister balik penang ini minngu,aku kidnap my munchkin ke rumah aku.. =) watched movies kat our latest fav wayang,di cineleisure, sukidesh!

 

 

+ I dunno where the future takes us but i know when im with u everything is gonne be ok…

 

The colour of life

 

B,usyuk windu b.. O_o..

Cari kiri xde,

Cari kanan xde,

Atas xde,

Bawah pun xde,

OoOoOoo..baru ingat b de kat rumah b..patot xjumpe..isk..

Munchkin

Ini malam xder ot,tapi ader ot bersama my munchkin..hee..blei online lagi sementara tunggu dia datang,nak tgk midnite movie di Cineleisure

^_^

Desire

macam nak tulis banyak tapi macam dah luper,heee..esok la tulis..hikhik

Hectic week

its been a hectic week last week and this week its gona be mor n mor hectic..Ot dah 2 minggu,tender dah dekat tapi keje byk lagi..hari ni pun paling awal aku bley balik..

Ok,lets do sum summary for last week :

+ The trip to PD was fantastic,we enjoyed every single moment together,nnt aku load gamba..shes being so sweet and all.i spent d nite b4 we go to PD at her house,I spent d nite baking cookies together wit my munchkin,..she want to show me how well she can bake.*Wink.I really love it wen she cook!.We stayed at Marina Pd Resort,munchkin like the room eventhou the external side of the resort s like a haunted apartment,heee..but the room is worth it with the rent lar.My munchkin mengidam nak mandi laut,hee,jumpa je laut,dia dah sgt gembira,shes my cute kodomos! (kodomos maksudnya mcm budak2 dlm japanese).Went for dinner at a restaurant by the seaside, a lot of things that we can share and talk now bbanding dulu..we learnt so much from d past.And the important thing s that my munchkin enjoyed the trip so much!

 

+ And my sister got engaged 11 mac hari 2,yerp,dia sulung and aku nak kedua,so u know la what people tanya aku,’ Ha,awak tue bila pulak?’ huu..masa nak jemput sedara2 ,soalan 2 bertalu2 dtg kat aku, im like “What?? im only 21 lar..” hee..nasib baek umo masih mude,and to be honest,aku je yg mcm ni,my cousin smua sgt ayu and ladies..hihi,and they all r wearing tudung,so,kale pi beraya aku la mcm black sheep of the family,haaaa.. and that day plak my couzin yang samer umo dgn aku bawak bf dia,aiseh,lagi aku kene kacau..Tapi..jeng..jeng..itu hari aku bawa awek aku,mau je aku annouce kat diaorg that im already engaged to her..harhar,mau mak aku kejor satu padang bola 2..xmoh2!..ngee..jadik aku pun mbatalkan hasrat tsebut memandangkan aku suda lama x blari2 ni..kang semput..pehhh..hee,nway,the engagement day went well and my sister yang x slalu make up tuh nampak sgt ayu itu awi..hikhik..

 

 

+Keje banyak seperti biasa,tiada perubahan..harhar +Keje
+Keje
+MOr and mor keje!

** Nnt aku load gamba since server sgt laju mcm kura2,before and afta d process of baking cookies..emm..gamba afta ade ke,sbb aku rasa smua masuk peyot aku..(^_^)