DeviantART

ohh yee.Ive got this latest obssesion.its DeviantART.It is where all this art lover gathers and display all their artwork there.Its inspiring for me to get to see their artworks and their effort to do the art.Memang sangat teruja.Art yang di display general.it can be anything.Anime,photograhy,graphic and so much more.Malangnya i dun think my artwork cantik untuk di display di sana.One day maybe.cus i so wan to do that.heh.So,if ure an art lover and loved to get inspired.heres the link.enjoy!

www.deviantart.com

Crappito.heh

ohh ye.akhirnya.dapat gaks buat posting.theres something wrong wit my browser ney.everytime nak buat posting,dengan automatiknya dia padam.website lain xmacam tu pun.Nak kene belai2 pujok2 dulu baru nak.demanding kan dia? heh.jangan marah cik putih.
Oh ye,smalam on the phone,usyuk ask kenapa dh lama xde post? hee.partly cus i didnt know what to write.cus im doing nuthing except sleeping,eating,watching and continue all those things over and over again.ants pick the food.blalalblala.Its the circle of life.pathetic isnt it? heh.And because of that,my brain become very the lembab and i dun like thinking cus when i think, the thinking process is lembab too, and yeah, i ended up sleeping.T____T
Thats one of the cause.Oh ye apabila terlalu busan i always think unnecessary things such as like does she love they way i dress? and other silly things that will make us quarrel.Benda2 yang xperlu.Jadi janganlah bertanya soalan pelik yang terhasil ketika busan kepada partner anda.Kerana ini mungkin akan membangkitkan kemarahan mereka.hehe

But yesterday been browsing other people blog and i came to this blog yang make me attached to her blog.She likes drawing anime and CG-ed every drawing that she draw.How cool is that.Seeing all of her artworks and her sketches reminds me of highschool.I love to draw at that time.I like to draw pretty women with long straight hair like usyuk’s hair.hehe.yer.seriously.but back then it wasnt that good lar.It just like a normal artwork.But i really enjoyed doing it.I love to create different characters and form a story out of that.yerp.i got to create my own world.haha.how childish is that? Not at that time for sure.I dont care what people said.Oh ye,i only pandai lukis women figure.heh.seriously and i dunno that until my friend ask me to draw a men figure for her.Masa tue im like ok,i ll try.and guess what.ive been tryin since that.hahaha.memang xleh blah la.Bukan cus im not attracted to them la kan.Cus i just think man figures are not that interesting to skecth.heh.plain.no curves.hehe
Now, when i look back at my sketches kadang2 tergelak sendiri.Cus back then i just skecth whatever i want,xconsider the technic and skills ke apa2.Ade yang idung kembang,body x proportion langsung,rambut macam2.hehe.but it was fun lar.Only that i dont CG-ed it cus at that time buta adobe.Ye lar,sape je gune adobe masa tue.Kids nowadays are so lucky cus they got to learn this stuff at their early stage.And yeah they are spoilt with all this technologies.Good but ending up to be a spoilt brat.sheeesshh..haha.nape tiba2 plak x puas ati dengan mereka2 ini??
And yes,now im improving my skills on adobe.ye.got to.I dun wan to be left out next sem.owh tidak! Berusahalah!

Oh ye,ive been planning to go back to kl this saturday or sunday.Been looking forward for this.hehe.Nak jumpa itu budak! ^_^

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The things that im about to write is some serious craps.so if u dont want to waste ur time reading it.sila lah jangan. +_+

Ive been thinking bout my future a lot now.getting serious on what im doing.i dun wan to do anything half way je or people call it ‘hangat-hangat tahi ayam’ je.nope.i need to change.for my own sake.call me grandma or skema i wudnt be bothered now cus they are not the one that will support me.heh.say what u want.oh ye.memang i cudnt be bothered bout them pun dari dulu.Jus that i always have problem dealing with my inner-self.Half want to be the good succesful daughter and friend and the other half want to be the rebellious girl that cudnt be bothered bout anything and jus go haf fun with life.Because sumtimes im so sick of being the hard working girl and scores the paper but i ended up in some isolated university and got to struggled with the studies and compete more,while other people that cudnt score in their paper got to go into the private colleges and dun haf to score cus people know they cant score.They are wasting mor money on these not-so-pandai-but-want-to-be-the-popular-ppl in the colleges.darnitt.They got all the extra freedom and money for being not-that-pandai ppl.How unfair is that? Well.Life is unfair ha.Oh no.emokah saya? heh.Ye.saya faham.sebab tue lah ade pepatah mengatakan ‘Bersusah-susah dahulu,bersenang2 kemudian’.heh.Kalo x senang kemudian gimano? kuakuakua.Jadi dari situ lah saya telah mendapat semangat untuk meneruskan semangat untuk berjaya ini,sebab its useless to bersusah2 dahulu but in the end u r stil struggling wit ur life.aiyo! xmau la begitu.hahaha.sekian saja rapuan saya pada kali ini.

i dun need no title

miracle.help

Bulan bercuti

Memandangkan bulan ini dan bulan hadapan adalah bulan bercuti untuk sy, maka akan bercutilah sy untuk beberapa minggu ini.wuhuu..hehe.selama beberapa hari kat rumah,sy suda berjaya mengumpul dan menaikkan lemak pada badan sy.Ye,ye, sy telah menambahkan kebulatan muka dan badan sy.Aiyo, baru je semangat nk bersukan hari tu.Oh ye.ive made some list on what im gona do during holidays ni.Diharap senarai ini dapat dilaksanakan dengan baiknya.^_^

General stuff:
+ Belajar Skecth Up dan 3DMax dan sewaktu dengannya.
+ Buat plan and renovation on our new house bagi mengelakkan mak sy merungut2 takot xsiap.ini penting.
+ tidak terlalu memalaskan diri serta melakukan aktiviti2 yg membesarkan badan
+ Menambah ilmu pengetahuan sebelum masuk belajar (haha)
+ Mahu bersukan & mengurangkan berat badan (again.hahah)
+ Mahu betulkan aircon kete yg suda tidak sejuk.oh ye.brek juga.gimana ney.
+ Menengok semua cerita di wayang dan tv yg termiss.hoho

Loved ones:
+ Spend quality times wit my mother and my lil’ sister.Oh ye.ajar dia buat pekse.hoho
+ Spend quality times bersama budak saya memandangkan suda lama tidak keluar tanpa memikirkan report dan dissert.kan budak? =)

Obses+tidur=?

eheh.sejauh mana ‘keobses’an anda terhadap aktiviti tidur? Sedikit? sederhana? Banyak? melampau2 banyaknya?..hehehe.Idea untuk membuat tajuk ini adalah setelah cik saya telah merungut kerana saya telah berjaya menidurkan diri sepanjang hari.Jadi, apabila tidur, aktiviti bersms,bercakap dan sebagaimana akan terhenti seketika.Ye la,kalau x,sape nk tukang membalas nanti ye? Ade sape2 yang mempunyai kelebihan membalas sms ketika sedang enak tidur? Ada? hehehe..

Ok,setelah ditelitikan la,hidup saya selama 21 tahun ni..status keobsesan saya ni mungkin berada pada tahap melampau2 banyaknya.haaa.parah ye begitu? Saya kurang pasti mengapa, agaknya semulajadi kot.haha.sudah tersurat.:p.marah cik usyuk saya karang.Keobsesan ini akan terjadi dgn melampau2 banyaknya kalau tiada kerja yg ingin yang dilakukan.Saya juga mempunyai satu tabiat yang sangat buruk iaitu apabila mempunyai masalah dan tidak mampu berbuat sesuatu dgn baik,tidur akan menjadi jalan penyelesaian.Ye,mmg lepas bangun masalahnyer ada jugak,tapi the pleasure of sleeping at that time is tidak terkata.haha.begitulah.

Pernah sekali my friend said.’Kalau nak cari dia tapi xjumpa, cuba tengok atas katil, mesti jumpa’.heh!.tapi memang betul pun.saya rela berlapar x cari makan dari terlepas waktu tidur.ngee.Setakat ini, x ada sape lagi yang saya kenal tidur melampau2 seperti saya.Kalau ada best gak,bley lawan tidur sape paling lama sambil bertukar2 pandangan tentang kegiatan ini.Er,saya dah nampak muncung cik usyuk memanjang! maap! hehe.Tapi ada sorang member saya mempunyai minat yang sama dengan saya masa kat asrama dulu.Mungkin 2 orang.Kami memang digelar raja tidur.Waktu orang semua kalut2 mandi siap nak pegi skolah,kami masih lagi enak tidur di atas katil.Kebetulan plak katil kitaorg macam dekat2.Ape lagi,waktu pagi memang menjadi perlumbaan tidur sape bangun paling lambat.Kalau bangun2 tengok member ini xbgn lagi, saya akan tidur balik,begitulah sebaliknya.haha.mmg teruk kegiatan kami.Sampai loceng rocall bunyi baru kelam kabut.Sebelum pi skolah,asrama saya ada rocall dimana anda dikehendaki beratur dan nama akan dipanggil bagi memeriksa kedatangan.Sebab takot budak2 ni ponteng skolah.Masa rocall xyah wisau sebab ada je yang mencover kitaorg.Member2 lain smua kata loceng rocall loceng jam kitaorg sebab masa ni baru la nak pi mandi.hehe.sonang skit.toilet pun dah kosong.bley pilih mana2 yang berkenan di hati.hahaha.Waktu2 prep memang la waktu2 tidur yang berkualiti.memang slalu skip la prep2 bagi mengisi waktu2 tidur ini.Smua dah sedia maklum keobsesan tidur kami.Kalau waktu nak practice hoki pun susah sgt nak bgn sebab pukul 5 tue mcm waktu yang seronok utk tidur, pernah sekali tuh pengerusi hoki merangkap senior yg menjengkelkan yang bangunkan kitaorg sendirik.Kejot trus dari katil.Terkejot beruk kitaorg.dia kata susah sgt kalau nak bangun.terngiang2 lagi jeritan dia.’Turonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn practice!!’.Dengan mamai2 tue pun pegi la turun padang.

Saya juga mempunyai masalah semasa bangun.Lambat sgt.Ini telah diakui oleh ramai orang dan cik usyuk saya sendirik.Kalau kat rumah tu, kalau nak kuar,diaorg mesti mandi siap2 dah smua baru bangunkan saya.Sebab waktu tue baru jadik kalut sebab smua dah siap dh.Tue je la taktik diaorg nak bangunkan saya,kalau x mesti saya susah nak bangun.pathethic isnt it ? =).De juga mahu membuang tabiat tidak sehat ini.Tapi mungkin blum tiba masanya lagik..hehehe.Kita tunggu dan lihat saja.Sekian saja liputan saya pada hari ini.Terima kasih

-Melaporkan dari BERMUDA

KEbiNguNgan

Malam yang penuh dengan kebingunan memikirkan masa depan dan hari-hari selepas hari ini, hari selepas hari esok, hari selepas hari lusa dan hari-hari selepasnya.hari-hari tue masa depan la kan,sebab hari-hari ini berada pada masa-masa hadapan.kan? Ye betul.ya..ya..ya..pasti anda juga kebingungan membaca ayat-ayat di atas kerana saya juga naik bengong menulisnya..Selamat malam!

Selamat Hari Ibu

 

 

 

 

Sempena Mothers Day ini, saya ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Ibu kepada emak saya dan para-para ibu sedunia! =) Honestly i must say that im a family oriented person.I really care on whats going on with my family and siblings.So, since today is mothers day, saya ingin bercerita mengenai emak saya..hee

My mom is a very special and strong women since she raise kitaorg by herself most of the time.Without the help of my dad, she still can brought us up like most of the parents did..and honestly i might say and other people said, she raised us even more well that any of the parents did.Most of my friend didn’t even notice that i didn’t grow up with a father love cus they think that i haf a really happy family.I did! My mom is enough to make us lead a perfect normal life.What i respect her the most is that,she didnt even once complaint to us about how hard it is to raise us 4 by herself, thou i know she haf her hard and sad times, but she keep it to herself.She didnt want us to know that shes having problems.I just think that shes the most patient women on earth.Yerp!

 

Being raised up by a single mother makes us more independent and strong.Cus she tought us not to depend on other people.Pesan dia, ‘Selagi benda tue boleh buat sendiri, buat dulu sendiri’.Jangan harapkan orang lain, cus they are not going to be beside us forever.Its true.People come and go, leaving u behind, but if u r strong u ll go further than them.Itu kata mak.Honestly kitaorg adik beradik memang manja dengan mak, cus shes all we got, ape2 pun we turn to her, xde sape lagi masa tue.Dulu abah selalu kata,’Jangan manjakan anak tue sangat, nanti susah bila besar’.He’s damn wrong.Cus manja x maksudnya kita x boley berdikari, x boley buat keje, xbley buat apa2.We proved that hes wrong cus we grown up better that our step siblings.

 

Kadang-kadang kalau duduk sorang2 tue, terfikir gak, what if when the time comes, bila ditakdirkan mak dah takder, how my life gonna be? Mana kitaorg nak pergi? Fikir je dah buat aku takut.Afraid of dealing with the reality.Afraid of losing the one that we love and the one we always depend to.But i know that time will come.That is why now i promise to myself that as long as she lives, i ll make her happy like she always makes me happy.I ll take care of her like she always take care of me.thou i kno i cant balas all the things that she did to me…

 

Happy Mothers day!

 

wuhuu!

im at usyuk’s house, shes supposed to do her dissertation but shes being a notty gurl pegi main PS plak..isk2..
Last night arrived at usyuk’s around 11 pm,pas sampai je,kitaorg lepak at Mcd near her house..lepak sampai parents dia tido..hee.We arent supposed to go out cus im supposed to watch usyuk doing her dissertation..Kan budak?? :P..heee,tapi dia tengah main racing dengan kusyuknya..Smalam went out kuar makan with her mom.=).This is the advantange of being senget.Here’s some of em:

1) Boley datang dan bermalam dekat rumah awek bila-bila masa tanpa takot akan di ‘ambush’ oleh pencegah maksiat atau dipandang serong oleh jiran-jiran sebelah

2) Kalau dtg rumah, boley kuar2 makan dengan family dia macam biasa2 jer,kita x akan ditanya soalan2 yang berbaur penyiasatan

3) Kalau check in hotel pun sonang, xpayah amik 2 bilik.

4) Kalau kuar berjalan2 pun sonang sebab macam member,teman tapi mesra,hehe..tapi kalau yang nampak lagi dominant tue kena la cover jugak.xelok.:p

5) Kalau kuar malam2 tue xde la nampak macam salah sangat sebab kalau perempuan kuar dengan laki malam2 macam x elok.

6) Boleh duduk dalam satu bilik dan main PS bersama awek anda tanpa dicurigai oleh parents awek anda.hehehe

Wee..hey budak usyuk sambung buat dissertation anda ni!! O_o

Penang

Hee..first and foremost i like to welcome my budak usyuk. =)…hey, budak comel saya.

From my last post, i’m supposed to be in Penang now, but unfortunately when im tryin to find kedai to bind my dissertation, they say paling cepat dapat is khamis depan..tapi submission is on monday..so,cari punya cari, xdapat jugak yang awal.. Then i called my friend in kl, she said kedai sana bley buat dalam 3 hari jer..jadik blank jap,cus baru je datang penang minggu lepas, and i need to be in penang, cus im babysitting my sister yang sebenarnya dah besar panjang tetapi perlu di jaga tue..:p..so,after discussion with my mother, she said i must go 2 kl la, nnt x sempat..Lagipun my older sister got an interview esok, might as well balik sekali dengan dia..Lagi seronok sebab dapat jumpa si usyuk tue, dah la shes not feeling well, peyot dan tekak rasa x selasa katanya..sian dia.Jadik,awal2 subuh bertolak dari penang pegi KL,sampai2 trus cari kedai kat shah alam..dah settle2,balik dan terbongkang kepenatan..hehe

Sekarang tengah siapkan report practikal yang tinggal lagi skit cus after that i ll be going to si usyuk house..perlu menjaga budak yang sakit tu! =) .weeee..Isnin ni pergi perak lagi to submit my dissertation, rasanya bulan ni je dah membantu memberi wang kepada pihak Shell dan PLUs dengan banyaknya..hehe..Lepas pegi perak kena balik penang balik menjaga budak kecik di rumah pulak..hihi..xper2, its my responsibilities and im not complainin..wink!

Er, tapi internet di penang dah rosak,kena sambar kilat,hehe,tue la main tenet masa kilat2..rosak..jadik im not going to be onlining when im in penang..wah,mau buat ape ye di sana? Budak yang usyuk! Tunggu saya! heee…silonoknya..!

Submission

+ Esok akan berangkat ke perak.Pergi untuk menghantar practikal report and to meet my dissertation advisor.Abis kene leter dgn dia, brape kali ntah cancel appointment.Hee..

+ Am going back to penang afta tat..Wuhuu..lama btul x balik.rindu kampung halaman..huehue..

+ memotivasikan diri menghabiskan sebanyak mana yang boley..bertahanlah…….T_T

dissert..dissert..dissert………….