Do I need a blog title?

ohh ye.akhirnya.dapat gaks buat posting.theres something wrong wit my browser ney.everytime nak buat posting,dengan automatiknya dia padam.website lain xmacam tu pun.Nak kene belai2 pujok2 dulu baru nak.demanding kan dia? heh.jangan marah cik putih.
Oh ye,smalam on the phone,usyuk ask kenapa dh lama xde post? hee.partly cus i didnt know what to write.cus im doing nuthing except sleeping,eating,watching and continue all those things over and over again.ants pick the food.blalalblala.Its the circle of life.pathetic isnt it? heh.And because of that,my brain become very the lembab and i dun like thinking cus when i think, the thinking process is lembab too, and yeah, i ended up sleeping.T____T
Thats one of the cause.Oh ye apabila terlalu busan i always think unnecessary things such as like does she love they way i dress? and other silly things that will make us quarrel.Benda2 yang xperlu.Jadi janganlah bertanya soalan pelik yang terhasil ketika busan kepada partner anda.Kerana ini mungkin akan membangkitkan kemarahan mereka.hehe

But yesterday been browsing other people blog and i came to this blog yang make me attached to her blog.She likes drawing anime and CG-ed every drawing that she draw.How cool is that.Seeing all of her artworks and her sketches reminds me of highschool.I love to draw at that time.I like to draw pretty women with long straight hair like usyuk’s hair.hehe.yer.seriously.but back then it wasnt that good lar.It just like a normal artwork.But i really enjoyed doing it.I love to create different characters and form a story out of that.yerp.i got to create my own world.haha.how childish is that? Not at that time for sure.I dont care what people said.Oh ye,i only pandai lukis women figure.heh.seriously and i dunno that until my friend ask me to draw a men figure for her.Masa tue im like ok,i ll try.and guess what.ive been tryin since that.hahaha.memang xleh blah la.Bukan cus im not attracted to them la kan.Cus i just think man figures are not that interesting to skecth.heh.plain.no curves.hehe
Now, when i look back at my sketches kadang2 tergelak sendiri.Cus back then i just skecth whatever i want,xconsider the technic and skills ke apa2.Ade yang idung kembang,body x proportion langsung,rambut macam2.hehe.but it was fun lar.Only that i dont CG-ed it cus at that time buta adobe.Ye lar,sape je gune adobe masa tue.Kids nowadays are so lucky cus they got to learn this stuff at their early stage.And yeah they are spoilt with all this technologies.Good but ending up to be a spoilt brat.sheeesshh..haha.nape tiba2 plak x puas ati dengan mereka2 ini??
And yes,now im improving my skills on adobe.ye.got to.I dun wan to be left out next sem.owh tidak! Berusahalah!

Oh ye,ive been planning to go back to kl this saturday or sunday.Been looking forward for this.hehe.Nak jumpa itu budak! ^_^

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The things that im about to write is some serious craps.so if u dont want to waste ur time reading it.sila lah jangan. +_+

Ive been thinking bout my future a lot now.getting serious on what im doing.i dun wan to do anything half way je or people call it ‘hangat-hangat tahi ayam’ je.nope.i need to change.for my own sake.call me grandma or skema i wudnt be bothered now cus they are not the one that will support me.heh.say what u want.oh ye.memang i cudnt be bothered bout them pun dari dulu.Jus that i always have problem dealing with my inner-self.Half want to be the good succesful daughter and friend and the other half want to be the rebellious girl that cudnt be bothered bout anything and jus go haf fun with life.Because sumtimes im so sick of being the hard working girl and scores the paper but i ended up in some isolated university and got to struggled with the studies and compete more,while other people that cudnt score in their paper got to go into the private colleges and dun haf to score cus people know they cant score.They are wasting mor money on these not-so-pandai-but-want-to-be-the-popular-ppl in the colleges.darnitt.They got all the extra freedom and money for being not-that-pandai ppl.How unfair is that? Well.Life is unfair ha.Oh no.emokah saya? heh.Ye.saya faham.sebab tue lah ade pepatah mengatakan ‘Bersusah-susah dahulu,bersenang2 kemudian’.heh.Kalo x senang kemudian gimano? kuakuakua.Jadi dari situ lah saya telah mendapat semangat untuk meneruskan semangat untuk berjaya ini,sebab its useless to bersusah2 dahulu but in the end u r stil struggling wit ur life.aiyo! xmau la begitu.hahaha.sekian saja rapuan saya pada kali ini.