Hypnotize

Its kinda late too wish but raya kan sebolan.So, here goes Selamat Hari Raya.Maaf Zahir Batin.=)

Sangat lama x blog.Dont really haf time to online.Jadi bagaimanakah raya anda semua? Silonotkah? =P

Raya was ok.Saya menunggu rendang dan kek coklat cik usyuk.huahua.Saya memang suke menyuruh dia memasak makanan untuk saya.Sungguh seronok memakan makanan yang dimasak olehnya.Ngee

Hmm.mau cerita ape ini hari.Oh yee.Saya tau.=)

To be honest, i never take relationship seriously before this.Even usyuk dont really know bout this.I just want to haf fun and enjoy their company.I dont play around with them, i just dont take relationships seriously.I remember my exs talking bout our future and stuff but i always tend to ignore them or just say to them that everything is just to soon to plan or dream.Before this i never tot of staying or living with my exs.Its just something i dont do back then.Saya dulu adalah seorang yang agak heartless.Thats what some of my friend yang close to me says.I dont show much emotion back then.Im not trying to be macho or what but seriously im not that type dulu.

But everything changes when im with her.I started to show a lot more emotion and stuff.I talk and share more problems with her then anyone else i know before and the most important thing, she is the one that i take serious for the first time.Seriously.I think serious stuff about her.Shes just so different that make me think a lot about her.Saya perasan ini semasa raya itu hari.I miss her so damn much that it hurts.Dulu i never let all this lovey dovey stuff get in my way.Saya dulu selalu kene marah sebab macam xde perasaan and i dont easily says i miss u to my exs.I wonder why.But now,i never miss her like i miss anyone before.I never care her like i care bout someone before.Its scary,really. *_*.Awak dah hypnotize saya ye? ye?

But seriouly ive been hypnotized by u biawak.Scary taw.Harhar

*Sangat bosan xde awak la biawak