Selamat Hari Lahir

Hey budak dah legal.Happy 21th birthday baby!

Jangan nakal2 ha and dont request for wine no more ha! aiyoyo O_o

 

 

Cik Bewak

Hey~ Hey~

Me and cik bewak ader satu habit baru2 ini.Kitaorg suker berlakon.Sebab itu awi cik bewak tanya “Macam mana kalau saya ganas, awak ske x saya lagi?”.Saya macam “Ha? Ganas macam mana?”.

“Ganas2 macam awk lar, awak nak kapel dgn saya lagi x?”

“Nape? Awak nak jadi ganas2 ea?”

“Hehehe.kalau la..” <–Ini saya tau dia main2 saja.Suke tanya soalan pelik2.

“Ok.cube awak buat ganas2″

Jadi mulalah sesi lakonan.Dia mula mengeluarkan suara dalamnya.Jalan ganas2 sket.And act macam ganas2 and macho2 sket.She really make me laughed masa mula2 dia blakon.Macam chumil2 je sebab cik bewak ni sangat lembut, tapi dengan saya aje, kalo dengan orang lain, dia mmg macam ala2 garang dan ganas.Kalo dia marah orang lain tue memang saya sendiri kecut perut.Memang gila extreme.Hehehe.Tapi thats the reason why i want to get know her mula2.Cus i always attracted to sumone yang mysterious and quiet.Cik bewak ini memang sangat pendiam terhadap orang2 yang x rapat dengan dia.Mula2 kenal pun kadang2 bila mau start a conversation pun macam xtaw macam mana.Tapi mungkin disebabkan saya seperti cartoon, saya berjaya membuatkan dia bercakap dengan saya lebey banyak kot berbanding orang lain.Tidak sia2 saya menjadi cartoon.HErher

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Its gonna be cik bewak’s birthday tomorrow! ^_^.Shes gonna be 21 years old.Legal dah katanya.Ehem2.=P~ Cik bewak mau kitaorg buat kek sama2.Dengan confidentnya saya kata saya boley buat sendiri, suruh dia duduk je depan tv tunggu siap.Namun apabila kata2 itu dikeluarkan oleh seorang yang ‘tangan bangku’ seperti saya,tentulah lar dibangkang mentah2 oleh cik bewak.Harhar.Ada jugak dapur yang terbakar nanti.Jadi dia akan menjadi pemerhati saya,bley? Pemerhati je taw wak? Xley lebey2.Kali ini saya yang buat.Note: Saya xpernah membuat kek mahupun memasak sebarang masakan melainkan megi, sup dalam paket dan makanan2 segera yang lain.

Dah la xpernah buat kek, ada hati pulak kata nak buat icing corak2 kat kek cik bewak.Herher.Confident ajer.Risau dah cik bewak kat rumah.harharhar.

I want to do something different this time.

*tengah tekun membuat research bagaimana membuat cake chocolate.

Woohoo!

Erks.abislah saya! Sekarang tengah berada di CC bersama budak.huahua.Abislah saya kalau dia baca post saya pasal si tapak ni! Heeeeeeeeeeee!

*adesss! asyik kene cubit! hahahahah.

HoHo

Mulai dari saat ini, saya perlu membiasakan diri dengan keadaan baru ini.Sadiss.Saya telah jatuh takhta.Jatuh ke tempat no 2.Cesss.Ini semua adalah angkara tapak sulaiman itu! Malam2 je keluar bawa budak tu jalan-jalan.Malam ni pi mana ntah.Selalu ni time saya nak berdrama2 dengan budak.Sekarang ney dah jadik time si tapak plak! Ini tidak adil! Disebabkan dia jugak la saya tidak boley melepak di rumah budak.Kalau dulu lepas hantar je budak mesti dijemput masuk, ni nak masuk pun tak boleh kalau ade mamat tu.Ni nak tubuhkan parti pembangkang ni!

Balik pun kene cepat2 aje sebab nak kene amik si tapak tu.Alar,bukan susah pun, naik je teksi bas yang bersepah kat situ.Mengada2 plak nak berambil berangkat ni.Kalau mengata sikit pasal tapak mesti budak marah.T_T

Emm.Selalu kalau saya kata je nak balik Penang budak mesti sedih, kali ni kata nak balik Penang dia macam x sedih pun.Siap dah ade plan nak tengok Transformers dengan kakak dia dan x lain x bukan si tapak tu.Dia kata lagipun masa transformers keluar saya ade kat Penang.Bley x? Dulu kalau ape2 movie baru mesti dia nak tengok dengan saya dulu walaupun dia tahu saya x minat sangat.Sekarang?

Ini ialah dialog kami pasal nak tengok Transformers:

*Sebelum tapak datang
Budak:”Alar,nanti masa Transformers keluar, awak kat Penang, macam mana kita nak tengok?”.Siap kitaorg discuss nak extend hari saya balik Penang lagi

*Selepas Tapak datang
Budak:”Awak boleh tak saya tengok Tranformers dengan kakak saya?”
Saya :”Sekali dengan tapak la tue”
Budak:”Alar semua la dengan family saya”
Saya :”Wek,tapi awk xboleh duduk tepi tapak”
Budak:”I try…..”
Saya :”I try??”
Budak: “Ye lar,semua kan dah de couple,mama dgn abah”
*kakak dia dah kahwin
Saya: (Terpaksa la bersetuju sambil membuat muka x puas hati)

*Balik Penang membawa diri lah macam ni.(sambil lipat2 baju)

Tapak Sulaiman

Mengapa tapak sulaiman ye? Sebelom saya mula menulis mari kita baca sedikit fakta mengenai Tapak Sulaiman dalam bahasa Inggerisnya pula ialah Starfish.

Starfish (more correctly known as sea stars as they are only very distantly related to fish), are marine invertebrates belonging to the kingdom animalia, phylum Echinodermata, class Asteroidea. The names sea star and starfish are also (incorrectly) used for the closely related brittle stars, which make up the class Ophiuroidea.-Wikipedia

Tetapi saya bukan ingin bercerita mengenai binatang ini.Al-kisahnya….bermula dari semalam secara rasminya rumah cik usyuk dihuni oleh seseorang yang saya gelar beliau ‘tapak sulaiman’.Hehehe.Beliau adalah seorang student exchange dari Germany yang diambil oleh parents cik usyuk sebagai anak angkat untuk 5 Bulan.Ye 5 bulan.Saya memanggilnya Tapak Sulaiman kerana saya rasa sesuai dengan namanya yang macam tapak sulaiman.Ketika saya memblog, baru sahaja cik usyuk membawa tapak sulaiman berjalan2 ke rumah kakaknya.Ye.Bertemu dengan kakaknya.

Bagaimana rupanya? Menurut cik usyuk rupa beliau seperti ala2 Eminem.Huh?? Eminem! Ok lagi pas dengar cus i dun think eminem is a good looking guy.Typical blonde guy je.But then she said, her friend said this tapak sulaiman looks like Scotfield.Actor dalam Penjara Patah tue (Prison Break).Ye.ye.Blablabla.And this guy gonna be living beside her room for 5 months? O_o*

After all the things i wrote di atas, saya ingin mengatakan saya tidak jealous.Heh.Bley?

*Oh ye.The first time i told her that im gonna call him Tapak Sulaiman, cik usyuk marah saya T_T .Ternyata dia lebey menyayangi tapak sulaiman lebey dari saya.But hey,dengan egonya, saya x jealous taw.

*Awak,awak nak ke kale tiba2 dia tukar jadi tapak sulaiman kat atas tue? mempunyai texture yang kurang enak dan warnanya menggerunkan.nak??.Ecececece.xmau kan? *Saje je saya nak letak gambo tampak sulaiman tue besar2.hikhikhik.

*Mak biler nak amik student exchange ala2 Jessica Alba ke.Angie ke.Wuhuuuu!

Masok Air

*Jiwang mode

Tahu x betapa susahnya jika HP awek anda dimasuki air selama beberapa hari? Tiada cara mahu berhubung melainkan HP.Tahu x? Susah oooOOooO.Hehe.Ea.im not trying to say im clingy ke pe, sebab macam dah biasa pagi2 je dah de msg bangunkan (al-maklum la kaki tido,kalau x dibangunkan xde ahh bangun), tanya dah makan blum, berdrama sekejap dalam sms, nak kuar pun mintak izin dulow.Jadi apabila aktiviti2 ni terhenti seketika, macam agak pelik.Nak bagitau sape ney nak kuar?

Macam ala2 xde tempat nak mengadu, dramatic x saya? hehehe.Serious.Dulu de arr gak complaint dalam ati, mana2 pun kena bagitau.Tapi bila terjadi perkara sebegini, lain lar pulak rasa.hehe.Keje tengok HP sampai kakak saya tegor “Alar, dah xde sape nak msg xpayah la tgk HP tue!” Adesss.Dussshhh x10.Kena la plak!

*Budak.Saya rindu msg awk suruh saya bangun lar.^_^.

*Kepada Hp budak, cepat lar baik.Susah la saya mcm ni.ye?

Comfortable

 

 

Ever felt so comfortable with someone before that u can totally be yourself if u are around that person? So comfortable that u dont need to hide ur weakness and act macam bagus to impress her? That is what i felt when im with my budak usyuk.I can be myself the way i am.Cus i know i dont haf to add anything else cus she jus love the way i am.I dont haf to wear smart kemeja or wear bergelen2 of gel just to impress her.U can fart and not ended up wit a muka yang merah padam sebab terlalu malu terkentut depan awek.hehehe.Er.tapi ni budak saya akan menjadi sgt malu that she cant even open her eyes cus we ll be laughing thru the nite!.Abisla pas dia baca post ni! hahaha.Ampun bu!

She said she dun need all of that.I know she is afraid i might changed to be like the rest of them.Shes afraid i might do the stuff ive done before im with her.Cus honestly dulu masa zaman2 gelap im not the way i am now.Sangat comel bila dia risau dan merajuk.

Shes the one that i can talk to about anything pun.Hehehe.Eventhou lately i asked her lots of weird questions sampai dia rasa pelik.Well yeah, sebelum kita buat conclusion sendiri baik kita tanya empunya badan.What im trying to do now is to ask whatever freaking questions in my mind so that i ll know the truth.Eventhou the truth hurts but i think its a relief that i got the answer.Takde la macam tertanya2.Penat tu.

All i know now that shes the best thing that haf happened to me.Shes my everything cus shes my lover,shes my guardian,shes my listener and shes my bestfriend.

hehehe.entry jiwang ni. ^_^

Happy Anniversary Day Dear

How do I describe this feeling
Pure ecstasy, blissful, serene
The experience of floating away
Away to another plain with you
Far away where we are alone
Just the two of us in paradise.

Giving so much, one to another
Away from what keeps us apart
Where we can become as one
Holding on to our beautiful dream
The two of us forsaking all others.

Together, wrapped in our love
Swaying with the rhythm of life
Grasping what we can’t have
Pretending that it’s ours alone
No bother from outside forces.

Alone, just you and I forever…

Its our Anniversary Day today.It has been 17 months since we re officially together.We ve been through ups and down together.Been through good and bad time together.We laughed and we cried.We talk and we quarrel.We make each other happy and we make mistakes along the way.But all of this make us stronger and stronger.It has been a wonderful journey for me as it thought me the meaning of love.She is my shoulder whenever i feel like crying.She is there whenever i need her.She makes me smile when im sad.She can makes me laugh when i dont feel like laughing.She calm me whenever im mad.But the important thing is that she thought me how to love and to care.

Happy Anniversary Day Sweetie!

“Falling in love with someone isn’t always going to be easy. It is often filled with anger and tears. It is when you want to be together despite it all. That is when you are truly in love.”

Cik Usyuk Saya

Cik usyuk saya sedang demam,kesian dia, tengah-tengah demam dapat plak keje yang banyak and she haf to do overtime plak..submission dissertation pun dah nk dekat..tambah la sakit cik usyuk saya.. Nasib baik dia nak makan obat,kalau x tue susah sangat nak makan obat..dun worry kiddo, i ll come 2 u tomorrow and bring u some healthy food ye..

+banyaknya keje nak disiapkan minggu ini…. bertahanlah! weeeee….hey, i got one mor week to go before i finish my practical, dulu suka je kalau nak abis,tapi bila nak abis ni rasa sayang plak nak pergi.. they are so helpful and stuff.terima kaseh ye kamu2 semua..ngee macam diaorg baca je blog beta.hhheeee

First Lady

First Lady
Missing You Ooh baby I’m missing you.

Things will never be the same without you

What did i do to deserve this,I didn’t even get a one last kiss… from you.
Oh baby God took your love from me,he needed an angel.. so it seems.
I need to feel you hands all over me,I need to feel you kissing me
I need to feel you holding me,I need to feel your touch… and i miss your love so much.
And i can’t keep on living this way,I need you here with me.
Why did he took you away from me.

It’s all for me,to tell you i love you,and I’m standing over your grave.
And i know i’ll never hear your voice again. Why did you leave me?
Why couldn’t you just stay.. Because my world is nothing without you.
Now i don’t know what to do.. With myself.

I would have given you anything,just to make you happy.
Just to hear you say that you love me one last time.
I’d go to hell and back over and over again..
Just to prove to you how much i need you here
There is nothing that i wouldn’t do.

I’d cry for you,i’d lie for you. And there’s no doubt that if i could take your place in heaven. I would die for you.
If i would,i would rather give up my life then to see tears in your eyes.
I can’t stand to see you cry.

Cause it’s hard for me to tell you i love you, as I’m standing over your grave,
And i know i’ll never hear you voice again. Why did you leave me?
Why couldn’t you just stay.. Because my world is nothing without you.
Now i don’t know what to do.. With myself.

I just don’t know what to do with myself,I can’t stand looking at those pictures on the shelf.
Knowing it was just one week ago you stood there and took that picture.
There’s just one thing that i want to know. Why did God wanna hurt me so bad?
Does he know how much it hurts to be missing you?

Baby I’m missing you
Baby I’m missing you
I love you.

Ooh, God damn it,I love you. Why did he take you away… from me?
Cause i love you so, i miss you so much baby. I just can’t go on baby.
Ooooh.

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Budak usyuk saya sang to me this song on the phone just now, =) we talked bout our past just now.Actually me and my munchkin pernah apart 4 like 4 months,cus we always misunderstood each other that time,masa tue pun macam banyak benda2 lain yang buat kitaorg jadik cepat jump to conclusion,x fikir panjang, but we ve learnt from the past and we re ok now =)..

She said she haf a surprise for me and started to sing this song, it is about how she felt when i left her..she always wanted to sing to me this song masa 4 bulan tue..aku agak speechless cus i know what ive done to her masa tue x btul.. I like it when she sings cus she got this sweet voice and she can sing well..i like it when she sing Leaving On A JetPlane..so serene.=) She can write songs and poem well too, kalau dia kasik poem ke pe ke,termengah2 aku nak reply balik,hehe,gua agak xpandai berpoem2..ngee O_o