Do I need a blog title?

this is what im doing semasa tengah mencari keje.haha.mari lah beramai2 =P

http://youthsays.com/go/7l4

i want my life back but i dont know how to get it back.

i dont know wheather all of this is working or not but i dont think im being myself anymore.

sometimes im there but  its just like a routine to me and nothing more than that.

its like my body is there but my mind is somewhere else

im confused and i bet she is too.

gooooshhhh.this feelings.the same old feelings.demm.

Melee
Built To Last lyrics

I’ve looked for love in stranger places,
But never found someone like you.
Someone whose smile makes me feel I’ve been holding back,
And now there’s nothing I can’t do.

‘Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
But most of all it’s built to last.

All of our friends saw from the start.
So why didn’t we believe it too?
Whoa yeah, now look where you are.
You’re in my heart now.
And there’s no escaping it for you.

‘Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
But most of all it’s built to last.

Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight
You and I were made to get love right

‘Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
But most of all it’s built to last.

‘Cause you are the sun in my universe,
Considered the best when we’ve felt the worst
And most of all it’s built to last.

everytime i play this song i ll smile widely thinking bout cik usyuk.tis song is jus so sweet and lovely.

Hey2

Been so bz lately with assignment n stuff and sangat xde masa nak buat ape2.Even spending time with cik usyuk.Sian dia.Walaupun kiataorg same bilik tapi macam sangat jauh cus im not in the same studio with her, so if saya ader,dia xder.This past week kene stay up till 5 a.m kat studio, balik2 je tengok dia dah tidur.Jadi agaknya dia rasa sangat terabai, dia selalu kata ” Saya x stabil la” Faham lar saya dia mau sedikit attention drpd saya.=) Jadi pas submission je menebus balik masa saya bersama dia.Dah stabil katanya =).Nway the project process was so like tiring and stuff.Itu yang susah kalo dah di aim oleh lecturer.Sangat susah mau impress dia balik.Hey but im thankful pas balik berpenat lelah je, looking at her face je make me fresh again.She will be there with smiles on her face, calming and taking care of me.=)

Hmm.actually i never tot that i m the type yang macam sangat kisah akan kerja.Really.I tot i was the cool and ‘dek’ type yang agak x kesah if the work was done properly ke x.Rupanya i turned out to be kind of a workaholic.I realized it when im with her.Sebab itu dia selalu x stabil when i haf a lot of work.Cus i tend to so concentrate on it that i really dont want any distruption.Pathetic.I tot i was cool but im not.Hahaha.She turned out to be the one yang relaks dan cool sampai kadang2 saya risau and i haf to kerahkan dia.Herher.Weird.

Saya mempunyai posisi tidur yang buruk.Seriously.Saya suke sangat tidur dengan mengangkangkan kaki saya dengan lebar.Tidur terkangkang la tue maksudnya.I was trying hard to make the sentence bunyi sedap skit.Hahaha.Buruk sangat.Cik usyuk plak kata saya tidur ganas.Gerak sini gerak sana.Jadi memang terseksa la dia kalo saya tidur agaknya and i snores a lil.A lil only la.haha.That is why if i sleep at her house, de one tilam kat tepi katil.Its for me sebab saya memerlukan ruang yang lebey besar untuk tidur bagi mengekalkan posisi kegemaran saya.

Satu lagi masalah saya, haba di dalam badan saya ni melebihi haba manusia biasa.Betul.My friend always says that they feel hot when im around them.They can feel haba coming out frm my body.My brother pun macam tue.So it runs in the family.Jadi ia bukan satu penyakit.haha.So i told usyuk, we need to haf a king size bed when we live together nanti. Its a must! hehe.

Saya perasan de satu habit cik usyuk saya ni, she likes to kacau me when im sleeping.Saya ini susah nak bangun sikit.Jadi penah sekali tue, dia letakkan jari dia dekat idung saya.Bley x? Dia block udara masuk.haha.terkejut saya masa tue.She likes to play wit my ears and eyes to wake me up.Baru lar saya perasan sebab dia mau saya bangun.If she hugs and cuddle me melebihi bilangan yang sepatutnya itu maksudnya dia mau saya bangun la tue.^_^

mau rendang sama ketupat itu budak yang masak.baru kenyang! hehehe.Ley x awak?

awak..?

awakk..??

awakkkkkkkk!!??

suruh masak suda lari.:p

Saya perasan blog saya ini kekurangan gambar.So,today saya akan membuat post versi bergambar.Hoho.Bley plak eh.

Saya mau pegi Jepun.It always haf been my dream place because i just think that its a fun city with lots of weird cute fashion there.They haf cool and unique sense of fashion.Oh yes and im a gadget freak so its a place to be.Enjoy.

Shibuya,Japan

This is a wig store.^_^

They called this the Loveless Monster.Hoho

I wonder if this works.

Sekian.Hehehe

Last week i went with usyuk to Cineleisure to watch movie.When we arrived there was this anime festival kinda thing.There were booth everywhere pasal comics,games and everything lar.So as we were browsing tiba2 ada this booth yang macam comel.The fisrt thing that came out from her is that “Ha.Ni game yang saya slalu nampak dalam komik everytime ada japanese festival”.I was like “Owhh”.hehe.Its a fish game.I dunno what it called in Japanese.U are supposed to catch as many fish as u can with a scoop yang telah dimodify.Hehe.Bayangkan mak2 gune penapis kecik nak tapis ape2 la kan,tapi penapis tue telah dipotong bahagian tapisan tue dan bahagian yang dipotong itu dicover dengan tissue.Boleh bayangkan x? Macam budak kat bawah ni.U are supposed to catch those cute little gold fish with that.Jadi haruslah menangkapnya dengan lemah lembut.Sebab lapisan tissue kan sangat soft.Kalau berlubang dah xboley la tangkap ikan2 itu and u can take home all the fishes that u caught.

Saya telah berjaya membuat lubang pada cubaan pertama saya.Haha.Usyuk was really good at it.She managed to tangkap beberapa ikan yang sehat dan gemok.Huhuhu.Ini menunjukkan betapa tidak lembutnya saya.Oleh sebab tidak mahu kalah kepada dia,tau tak apa yang saya buat? Saya menangkap ikan2 yang sudah nyawa2 ikan.Haha.Sebab ikan2 itu kurang melakukan pergerakan dan jaring saya pun x berlobang la.Hehe.Usyuk xtau pasal itu.Kejadian iu diketahui selepas balik.Bila dia belek2 je dia kata “Awak, ade ikan yang dah nak mati la”.Harhar.Itu lah angkara saya.hehehe.

Jadi dengan rasminya kami mempunyai pet baru.Ikan2 yang comel.Hee.Sukidesh!

Last night my friend msg me telling me that she finally broke up with her gf.Finally.Actually this is her story.She and her gf is in this long distance relationship kinda thing.So, they cant meet that often.Sebab masing2 pun still studying and stuff.So ok lar.Thats normal.She often tell me her problem and stuff so i kinda know whats happening with their relationship.

Its going on fine till her gf decided to meet a friend that she just knew.My friend ni jenis yang kind of xkesah and cool with that.So the stories goes like this.Her gf betrayed her.She haf feelings for that gurl but still want to keep her old gf.Dan dia meminta kebenaran memiliki 2 gf’s.Bley? Kes ini memang lah selalu terjadi tapi without the gurl knowing.

Tapi itu bukan masalahnya.My friend yang dibetrayed still want to go on with her gf eventhou she know her partner is seeing another girl and her partner refuse to let go the other gurl.Bermadu la kiranya.She said she believes that her partner will regret everything that she hd done and goes back to her.Sampai sekarang pun masih macam itu.She said she love her partner and will wait for her.

Soalannya, jika anda, adakah anda akan menunggu seseorang yang anda sayang setelah dibetrayed dan masih lagi menjalankan aktiviti itu? Eventhou how much and big ur love? I asked my budak usyuk once and she said she will do the same thing like what my friend did and fight back for me.But if u ask me honestly, what the use of fighthing back the people we love but we know that they want to share their love with other people? That doesnt make sense eventhou i love her so much.